work tonight.

Is it sad that I kinda can't wait to go to work tonight? As a  manager, all I want is to finish the year in the positive so I don't feel like a failure. I just want to start January feeling like I have solid footing, ready to face all the new product coming in. I want my staff to feel excited, and ready to sell the product. I want tonight to be busy. I want to sell!
 Selling is an endorphin rush, and anyone who doesn't admit it, isn't doing it right. It's an amazing feeling to be that person who guides others into making a decision that might impact their lives for a long time. It's better when you're dealing with genuinely happy, awesome people. I'm hoping they are the ones out shopping tonight. I must admit that isn't what I'm expecting though, it is the Holiday season.
The Holiday season used to remind me of cheer before working retail and seeing the ugly side of things. I usually just request to work so others can have the day off. 
I don't know why I'm rambling on, I actually do have to go to work. 
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