Searching For Purpose

       I've spent years of my life in the retail world learning to sell. I'm great at it, truly I can sell just about anything. I work my way up, I become the best, now I'm in management at my current job. This time I sell to people who help people so that made selling seem better, for a while. Let me clarify, I do love my job. I just have a hard time finding the passion in this career for life. 
        It's still my dream to run this venue, but maybe I'm scared it will never happen. I'm afraid that there will be no way for me to find funding. I suppose the issue is that I am once again having negative fantasies standing in the way of progress. 
            I'm constantly searching for purpose in life, something more. I want to give back, I want to feel like I'm about more than the bottom line. I wish I was smarter so I could understand things easier. I suppose that is lame, lol I need to work hard for the things I want. 
               Yeah...I started rambling with my thoughts on this one, you're welcome! Love you guys for reading!
Thanks,
KaziDelicious
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