Progression is difficult, and seemingly slow at first, but once you see the glimmer of hope it all seems worth it!
I've been starting to work out again and trying to attain a healthier lifestyle. I've noticed that when I'm working on myself I'm less likely to be concerned with the thoughts and insecurities about others. I feel stronger! It's difficult for me to see why I allowed myself so many excuses, but I should look back at that for motivation to keep going.
I think I'm going to start really writing a script.
I started taking an on line script writing course and it helped me discover that writing about my past was painful, but entertaining, and something I enjoyed doing. Maybe I could heal myself by telling my past, maybe I could even make a living doing it.
You never know unless you try!