November 21st, 2018

    I've been caught up in my thoughts a lot lately. Manic depression is no fucking joke. I seriously am doing everything on my list to help get myself right. This is no small feat when it's hard for me to function at all. I've lived with this depression since I was so young, it's become a part of me. That doesn't mean I don't wish it away all the time. 
        Today I feel slightly better than yesterday, but there's still this dark cloud living above my head. I remember the days that this was harder to combat. I recall not being able to handle these things as easy. The progression is what helps me to keep improving. I've got to know that I can fight this feeling. 
         This was just another throwing my thoughts on the page type of thing. Enjoy.
love ya,
Kazidelicious