flip the switch

 Today started out pretty good. I had a decent  day at work, the time passed quickly, the customers were happy. I came home and dinner was delicious. I watched a good show. Then out of the blue I'm crying, and I can't stop crying. I guess it's not out of the blue actually it stemmed from a conversation about my diet. I'm not so sure that I like this no carb thing, but I can't keep eating this high fat diet if I'm going to break the rules. I got so angry, sad and just started balling my eyes out. I am trying and part of me is liking not needing the morning coffee, and I'm glad I have cut out things I don't need. I just hate cutting all my favorite things! I also don't really love eating so much meat all the time. I'm really more addicted to veggies and fruits, and with this diet I don't eat fruit at all. It's lame, and I'm complaining.
      I'm tired but defiant so I don't want to go to bed. I'm such a punk ass sometimes.
Good night, at some point.
love ya
kazidelicious
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