being insecure

    It's funny how many people will tell me that they see me as confident, it's funny because they don't see when I'm being insecure. Just because I have no problem making an ass of myself on stage, people assume I'm perfectly content with who I am.

Life isn't that easy.

I have been working on finding myself and with that always comes insecurities. Fears that I'm not good enough, that I will never find what I'm supposed to in life, that everyone is looking at me like I'm crazy. It's hard to just be, without the outside noise.

It's crazy how I have no issue with describing in detail what my poop looks like, but have a big issue with this post and showing my true feelings on things.
I don't always like being taken as a joke, even though I'm always joking. 

Maybe my new goal should be to show you all sides of Kazidelicious. It might just be time to be a bit more real. I suppose it will be scary, but I think I've handled pretty scary things in the past. I've got this!

Anything specific you'd like to know about me?


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