April 23rd, 2018

     Hey guys! Hope you had a great weekend, I did! It wasn't anything particularly special, but it all just seemed to flow. Friday night I went to a show. This time I seemed a bit more social. I wasn't having as hard of a time with my anxiety, and it feel freeing. I didn't drink, so I drove myself so I could leave whenever I felt like it.  I stayed till the end, but not a moment longer.
           The next morning I slept in before getting ready for the day. I decided a few days prior that I wanted to attend a Zine and Small Press Fest. I figured I could check out what was happening, as well as network a bit. So I typed up a press release and chatted it up with strangers. They were all doing really interesting and unique projects. I got a lot of business cards and small zines so I can look them up again. At first I felt strange about going to this event by myself. I always feel like I need an entourage to do things. I'm glad I am starting to break out of that. 
              Sunday I woke up inspired. I did some dishes and then headed to the pond to do a few miles. I noticed that those few months I cancelled my gym membership were not so beneficial to my endurance. I had to take breaks in jogs and just walk, or dance, or prance. One thing that sucks when you have big boobs...Even wearing two bras will not save you. I still have to hold those suckers down when I "run". It starts making me feel off, and I get afraid that I might just topple forward.  I know I look like a weirdo, but if I plan to perform again soon I need the ability to dance and sing at the same time. When you're one person, you have to command attention. I really want to get better at that. I just have to get back into the swing of things. After my prancing my man and I did what it seems every other couple in the city does on Sunday, we went to Menards! lol I never knew. Maybe it's a homeowner thing, but now we see all our friends there instead of the bar. 
          It's Monday, it's time to get ready for work. I didn't really want the weekend to end, but it has been a lovely one!
How was yours? I hope it was wonderful, just like you!
You're the shit, fuck what they say!
Love ya,
Kazidelicious